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No matter what Caitlin said, Howard refused to come out, leaving her with no choice but to pretend to leave

Howard, I know you hate me and can’t accept me. If you don’t want to see me, then Mommy will leave now. I’m going, okay?” 

Hearing the sound of her footsteps fading, Howard panicked. He quickly scrambled out of the little cave, running out to the path as he anxiously looked around, helplessly searching

His tiny body trembled as he cried in frustration

He thought Mommy was really gone

But he didn’t want her to go

He wanted her to come back

Tears streamed down his little face uncontrollably as he wiped them with his sleeves, but the more he wiped, the more tears fell 

MommyI want Mommy” 

Howard!” 

Suddenly, Caitlin’s voice called from behind him. Hearing her, Howard whipped around, his tearful eyes wide as he saw she hadn’t left

In that moment, he couldn’t describe what he felt. All his pentup frustration and sadness poured out

His nose was still bleeding, the blood dripping nonstop, staining his face, chin, and clothes

He felt utterly terrible. What if Mommy saw how messy he was? Would she think he was disgusting and leave him again

He desperately tried to clean himself up, but the more he wiped, the worse it got

Caitlin’s heart shattered. Without thinking twice, she ran to him and pulled him into her arms

Howardmy baby…” 

.She didn’t care how dirty he was

She held him tightly, as though he was the most precious treasure in the world that she’d finally found

Howard didn’t push her away, but he didn’t react much either. He simply stood there, letting her hug him

Does it hurt?” 

Caitlin loosened her embrace and looked at his messy, bloodstained little face. She carefully wiped away his tears and blood with a handkerchief

Howard shook his head. What was a little pain

He was a man, and men didn’t fear pain

To stop his bleeding, Caitlin found some soft grass leaves in the garden, rolled them, and gently placed them in his nostrils

Howard stared at her with his big, round eyes, watching this womanthis stranger who said she was his mommy. She felt so 

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warm, so kind, just like the mommy he had always imagined: gentle and beautiful

Her hands brushed across his face, soft and comforting. Being hugged by her felt so wonderful

Was his mommy really back

All done, sweetheart. Let’s go home and get you cleaned up, okay?” 

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Howard didn’t glare at her anymore, a sign that he might have started to accept her. Caitlin picked him up and carried him back to the Vanderbilt estate

When Caitlin arrived at the estate with Howard in her arms, the servants at the door were stunned

Everyone knew Howard was a little terror. He never let anyone get near him, much less hold him

How on earth had this newcomer Caitlin managed to carry him after being here for less than an hour

Lucy, one of the maids, rushed forward. Miss Lewis, what happened to Howard? Why is he bleeding so much

He had a nosebleed. Get me some clean clothes. I’m going to give him a bath,” Caitlin replied calmly

Oh, right away!Lucy led them upstairs

As they reached the second floor, a loud crash came from the master bedroom. A maid ran out, clutching her head and screaming in terror. 

Seeing Caitlin, she grabbed her arm and pleaded, Miss Lewis, you need to check on Mr. Vanderbilt! He’s throwing another 

fit!” 

Carrying Howard, Caitlin walked into the master bedroom. The moment she stepped inside, a lamp flew toward them. Caitlin quickly turned to shield Howard, letting the lamp hit her back instead

UghCaitlin groaned in pain

Howard furrowed his small brows tightly, sensing his mommy had been hurt

Caitlin handed Howard to Lucy outside the room and returned to face Sebastian. Her voice was cold as she asked, Have you 

  • had enough?” 

Sebastian was in the midst of another episode, thrashing on the bed and shaking things wildly as if he wanted to tear the world apart. He ignored all attempts to reason with him

Caitlin stepped forward and slapped him hard across the face

*SMACK!

The sound echoed through the room as Sebastian’s head snapped to the side, a clear red mark appearing on his cheek

The slap shocked him out of his frenzy

Rage flared in his eyes. You crazy woman! Did you just slap me?” 

Yes, I slapped you! Do you even know what you’re doing? Do you even know if your son is out there being bullied? All you do is throw tantrums and make everyone else miserable!” 

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Caitlin’s voice shook with anger as she thought about Howard’s suffering

It’s none of your business! Get out!Sebastian shouted

All you ever do is yell for me to get out! Is that all you’re good for? You’re not even as capable as a child. Do you even deserve to call yourself a man? If you keep this up, then just rot away in your misery!” 

Caitlin snapped, slamming the door behind her with a deafening BANG

Sebastian sat in stunned silence, his entire body radiating displeasure

He felt humiliated

Wasn’t this woman supposed to take care of him? Why was her temper worse than his

She’d dared to hit him not once, but twice

Unbelievable

Fine, let her have her moment. When he recovered, he’d make sure she paid for this insolence

Outside the master bedroom, the servants exchanged nervous glances. They had all seen Caitlin slap Mr. Vanderbilt

Wow

No one had ever dared to lay a hand on him before

Who was this fierce woman

Caitlin ignored them. She returned to Howard, picked him up, and followed Lucy to the children’s wing.

In Howard’s bathroom, Lucy prepared the bathwater while Caitlin knelt to brush the dirt from his hair. Look at youso dirty! Let’s get you cleaned up, sweetheart.” 

Howard’s big, dark eyes stared at her, wondering why this mommy was so gentle with him yet so harsh with his daddy

Caitlin helped him out of his filthy clothes. Howard remained unusually calm

Lucy was stunned. Normally, Howard refused to let anyone touch him

After undressing him, Howard shyly covered himself, his little face full of pride and defiance

Alright, I won’t look. I’ll just help from the side while you bathe,Caitlin said with a smile

The little boy climbed into the tub, his dirty body quickly turning the water murky. Caitlin’s heart ached as she saw his frail frame

Howard had been the firstborn of the quadruplets, yet he was so thin that his ribs were clearly visible

Caitlin asked softly, Lucy, why is Howard so skinny?” 

As Howard turned his back to her, Caitlin noticed scars on his back and legs. Her heart broke, tears streaming down her face

And these scarsWhere did they come from?” 

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